# 32.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Hello and how are you?
This whole week in school had been quite weird . People are acting quite mean towards me . Like thinking I'm such a lameass loser and thinking I'm easily bullied . People stranggling me, putting plastic bags over my head, giving me weird nicknames, condemning me, looking down at me, all those crap . I really dread going to school man! If life's gonna continue like this, must as well I tell my parents that I'm ready to continue my studies in Leeds and stay with my eldest sister who's a doctor there . I think people there won't be this mean . Like wtf man . They think I like it so much and that I don't dare to tell them off . I don't want to tell them off because I don't want to start a commotion . I'm being so damn nice to them and this is what I get back? Like wtf? OMFG! Yes, I know they've helped me a lot and I've also helped them in many ways but I guess this is how they say thank you . There's a few of them that I kinda get annoyed with AT TIMES not all the time but there are two I think which I get annoyed ALL THE TIME IN SCHOOL! I don't want to use the word "hate" towards them because I do NOT hate them . I think I'd rather be a nun than going to that stupid school . Learning to meditate is way better than getting bullied . Advantage taker people -_-" . What-e-ver anyways .
I wanna say this too . I don't know what's up with his problem? At first, he treats me oh so well plus a little picking on me . Then goes to FULLY picking on me then start don't care-ing about me . God . The life in IIS kinda suck . I really don't understand these peoples' problem! Is like a ghost entered their fricking bodies . I wish life would be back to normal . Like beggining of this year where most of the things were sugarcoated and stuff . Now's like HELL ON EARTH! Omfg .
And then, I'm gonna fail History, Geography and Math . I am gonna get flunked out . Sighs .
With ♥,
Jessie :)
This whole week in school had been quite weird . People are acting quite mean towards me . Like thinking I'm such a lameass loser and thinking I'm easily bullied . People stranggling me, putting plastic bags over my head, giving me weird nicknames, condemning me, looking down at me, all those crap . I really dread going to school man! If life's gonna continue like this, must as well I tell my parents that I'm ready to continue my studies in Leeds and stay with my eldest sister who's a doctor there . I think people there won't be this mean . Like wtf man . They think I like it so much and that I don't dare to tell them off . I don't want to tell them off because I don't want to start a commotion . I'm being so damn nice to them and this is what I get back? Like wtf? OMFG! Yes, I know they've helped me a lot and I've also helped them in many ways but I guess this is how they say thank you . There's a few of them that I kinda get annoyed with AT TIMES not all the time but there are two I think which I get annoyed ALL THE TIME IN SCHOOL! I don't want to use the word "hate" towards them because I do NOT hate them . I think I'd rather be a nun than going to that stupid school . Learning to meditate is way better than getting bullied . Advantage taker people -_-" . What-e-ver anyways .
I wanna say this too . I don't know what's up with his problem? At first, he treats me oh so well plus a little picking on me . Then goes to FULLY picking on me then start don't care-ing about me . God . The life in IIS kinda suck . I really don't understand these peoples' problem! Is like a ghost entered their fricking bodies . I wish life would be back to normal . Like beggining of this year where most of the things were sugarcoated and stuff . Now's like HELL ON EARTH! Omfg .
And then, I'm gonna fail History, Geography and Math . I am gonna get flunked out . Sighs .
With ♥,
Jessie :)